Caitlyn Halliburton
Writer
I know I could have just put this on my Portfolio page, but this is my baby--the favorite child if you will--so like the spoiled brat it is, it gets its own page.
What It Would Feel Like
Chasing dreams?
Who’s chasing?
We’re walking beside each other, taking our time, you know?
Waiting.
Until we’re both comfortable enough to lace fingers
and never let go.
As for people,
I try to keep them as platonic as possible
that way I’m not tempted to test my strength and break them.
I still don’t understand how a heart can hold a hand,
and a hand can clench a heart and that’s ok.
The heart’s a muscle too. It can hit back.
It can stop that hand by stopping itself,
and no more pain is felt.
Then I’m just numb.
There are accounts of a body so numb
Its soul came out, danced around
and did all the things its body said it couldn’t do.
I’d rather feel my soul.
And connect to wandering ancestors
Te he estaba buscando
Feel the thick leaves of the Brazil Nut Tree
Sheathe my energy and shudder the jaguar’s roar into me.
I want to purl over the Amazon River and devour its wild currents.
Silver streams through the sliver of my lips
and splendidly circulates through reliefs of my flesh
winding its way around my veins and yanking
in a perfect passion of release.
No te preocupes. Voy a volver.
I pour from the basin in Pará and notice
the humpbacks glazing the ocean’s crest.
Their gritty violins echo against the horizon.
I’ve always believed whales held history’s secrets in their songs.
Now I can know for myself.
Originally published in Slippery Elm Literary Journal, 2013, University of Findlay
No Matter How Tainted, No Matter How Scarred
Soar into
a phantasmagoria of vertigo
In a haze,
diabolically gallivant
through desires
Buoyant in a stellar dream,
never let that vision go
Party in the empyreal
Dance and gulp the sun’s white fire
Deliciously toxic,
our bodies are empowered
I took my own detour through
the Milky Way,
reached out my hand to feel the breeze
wondering if the constellations knew the way
Even a shooting star is still caught
in orbit.
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